Letter To My (Future) Self

Dear woman,
I will become,
Did you forget about me?

Did you forget,
That awkward teen?

Did you leave,
This self conscious girl?
Am I just a memory?

Or are you still me?
Are you just older?

Are you just pretending,
To be more comfortable,
In your skin?

Is it just,
That you,
Have improved,
Your charade?

Are you,
Just as sad,
And hurt,
As I am now?