I'm Fine

You have caused me,
So much pain,
And so much grief,
Yet I can't be angry.
I can't back away.
I can't stop loving you.
All the times,
That you have hurt me,
I have cried,
My invisible tears,
And kept on pretending,
That everything is fine.
I don't know why I do this,
To myself,
And to you.
I know that one day,
It will become too much to bear.
But for now,
I'll smile the same fake smile,
And repeat the same little lie,
“I'm fine.”